Holding On

Dinner cooked. *huge achievement* 

Stroller tried. Phew! 

Survived yet another Sat. *hurray* 

Honestly, I'm not that great a baby sitter. I cannot envision myself caring for the baby and my girls 24/7. I go bonkers first. 

Yet, I decided to take NPL this year to give it a try. (More like an excuse to scrap more, which I LOVE!!!!) 

Baby A is so clingy to me. And he loves being snuggled. Which is fine, honestly, if you are not suffering from perpetual back ache and are so sleep deprived. 

I cannot wait for the day when he can sit on his own and sleep by himself. 

And yet. 

I'm reminded by a colleague that baby A will only be baby once. And most probably my last baby. The time will come (pretty soon) when he doesn't need me or want me to snuggle him anymore. 

So, here to more back aches bad sleep derived days. I'm holding on to these previous little times when baby A needs me. And spending times with the girls too. 

Soon, and I think very soon, they will find me a nag and won't want to be hugged anymore.