Last week was a super crazy week at work. Had to deal with all the other peripherals and yet neglected our core business. Last minute additional job assignments (that was not stated in the job spec) and had to deal with all sorts of complaints and requests. Hate this kind of feeling. Felt so lousy at not doing my job right. Brimming with lots to comment on during the AAR.
Well, I am still glad that the major event is finally over. Been talking about it since long time ago and nothing concrete was planned until Feb this year. At least its THE Event of the year, and we should (I hope) we will be able to take a breather finally.
Somehow I don't feel that super excited this time. I used to. Alwyas have the tingly feeling especially during this kind of major events at work. But somehow or rather I kinda lost the feeling. Why? I had a chat with one of my closest colleagues, who, coincidentally also felt the same way as me. Strange. Which led me to rethink about the importance of LEADERSHIP and all the others that come along with it. Wah! What a big word.
I had never had much interest in LEADERSHIP. I am always a reluctant leader, being pushed to be. But this major event and all the other mini ones that came before this, really forced me to think carefully about it.
If I was given a choice again, probably, I will not choose the route I am taking now.
Can I turn back time?
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